Ok so me and my girlfriend have been going out for almost eight months. And I've loved every second of it. But around late December I cheated on her by flirting with other girls online from 22-29 of December 2014 behind her back. I called the girls pretty and I talked about some of their boobs. So it was really messed up . She found out while she was looking through my email by expecting anything. She saw the messages and saw how flirty I was with those girls and she was heart broken. I broke her heart so bad that she couldnt even get mad she was too hurt. I honestly regret every conversation I had with those girls because I might lose the one I love over them. I don't know why I didn't think before I did it, I just did it. I don't want to lose her. That action caused her to question our future and she question if I ever loved her and it sucks because I honestly loved her with every thing. I regret the mistake I made. I hurt her to bad. I want to prove to her that I will never make that mistake ever again. I'm willing to do what ever it takes to rebuild our relationship. She was such a great girlfriend and I did that to her. I freaking hate myself for that. What can I do to get her back to trusting me? I can't live with out her. She's my pride and joy. I want her to believe I always loved her and care for her. That was a mistake.