hello mam,i am 21 years old and i had a boyfriend.we were in a relationship for 4 years.we both got intimated in this 4 years and i had to do abortion.we had so many misunderstandings,fights and all so he always wanted to leave the relationship.now he wants to be a good friend with me but i am not able to leave this relationship since i was intimated to him and i don't want another relationship in future with another person.can u please suggest me what shall i do?i am getting into depression whenever i think of my abortion and my ex don't wants to continue the relationship.